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>轉載——我对行动党很失望

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>我第一次关注大选的新闻是1990年,当时反风大起,虽然不太清楚什么事情,对于国阵的腐败很痛恨,但是还是懂一半、不懂一半的,可是因为反对党提出两线制的理念,我很好奇,因此我很关注。当年我16岁。投票日成绩揭晓的时候,我晚上7点就守候在电视机旁,等待。每一个成绩的揭晓,我都很兴奋 — 当年,我第一个认识了就很喜欢的党就是行动党(虽然除了行动党,没有其他的可以选择)。

到1995年,我进入了拉曼学院,在学校我很激进,在很多学生的公开场合,我的言论都被视为很反对党,到曾经几度,被人说我应该加入行动党。我听了,亦不排除有这个可能。

后来发生了黄朱强因为惹上官司,他的国会议席被撤销;然后林冠英后来因为马六甲事件惹上官司。对于两位的事件,我都觉得难过。但是比较起来,行动党给予林冠英的支持,比黄朱强好太多太多了。当时的我,因为深爱行动党,我并不觉得有什么不合理。我告诉自己,至少林冠英是因为帮助了一个人,而惹上官司的,黄朱强比较是个人的问题。

很多我欣赏及喜欢的行动党人陆续退党或被开除 — 新纪元学院现任院长柯嘉逊、资深华教工作者李万千、丘光耀(现在不知道哪里去了)前秘书长及马六甲市区国会议员郭金福、砂拉越古晋区国会议员沈观仰等。我不是很清楚真正的原因,可是种种的迹象将矛头指向领导人。但是,我告诉自己本来政治就试这个样子的吧。虽然纳闷,但是仍然选择相信行动党,虽然当时侯,开始会用比较客观的眼睛去看待对于行动党的批评,不再毫无保留的维护。

1999年的大选,我们有了公正党,当时侯,我认识的很多朋友纷纷的加入公正党。我当时很纳闷,为什么?行动党不好吗?可是,我没有很认真的思考为什么,因为当时我的心思在如何重建我的生命,如何重写我的人生剧本,我并没有将太多的心情放在政治及社会改革上面,更从活动圈退了下来。可是1999年,那年行动党受到很大的挫折,当我知道林吉祥及Karpal失去国会议席,我在电视机前就哭了,后来失落了很久。

2004年,因为我的前辈是Teresa kok的妹妹,我答应帮她在投票日的时候做PACA(polling agent counting agent)。当天晚上,我很兴奋,尤其是当我知道我尊敬的林吉祥及Karpal重新回到国会的时候。当年的我还是很支持行动党的。

我很清楚我希望国会有更多的反对党,虽然当我年纪越大,看到越多的东西,不再盲目崇拜我的偶像之后,我觉得我们的反对党有时候也不很像样。

后来看到王志坚被打压,后来因为所谓纪律问题等而离开行动党,欧阳接了他的位置。我开始想,行动党之间的权力斗争真的那么厉害?真的会因为你不听话我就对付你吗?我开始去看陆续离开的人,以前到现在,发现很多有能力的人,后来选择离开,难道领导人真的是我相信的那样吗?我开始疑惑,开始去问很多的问题。林冠英后来在马六甲得不到当地党员的支持,难道说领导人对于自己人的爱戴,真的不公平到会引起反弹吗?我们是否需要看看领导的素质及他们的公正?

我开始很害怕看到行动党不好的消息,到后来因为我真的很喜欢2008年大选我们反对党的成员可以大幅度增加,对于每一则不好的新闻,我都很害怕。因为我真的希望反对党可以增加议席去阻止霸权,但是我会问自己没有治国理念的反对党,我真的可以支持吗。我告诉自己、催眠自己,每关系,重要的是我们要更多反对党。

后来,我看到Tony puah, jeff ooi加入行动党,我很兴奋 — 我觉得应该有救了吧 — 可是,这时候,当很多人在各部落、或论坛说我们应该完全支持反对党的时候我已经会说,我更希望看到的是,反对党的治国理念。

越接近12届大选,我开始看到行动党的林冠英到处放话,说什么他们要多少多少席,对公正党多次警告,说什么如果他们不能妥协不惜去大三角战等。完全就像老大的样子,而且还很流氓。至少我在网络媒体看到的是这样。如果是平面媒体,我根本就不会理会,但是网络媒体哦,至少有点可以相信的余地吧。我很反感,非常的反感。对于马华和行动党没有营养的对于以华制华的对骂,我头晕。难道新任秘书长没有其他东西好说的吗?我要听治国理念。

我因此告诉一位比较能同情行动党的朋友,我告诉他“你知道吗?我对行动党很不满。虽然比较起来我更恨国阵的滥政府,但是面对没有治国理念只会喊《我要打这个席位、我要那个席位,否则我不惜3角战》的行动党,我不知道为什么我应该投给他。对我们要多点反对声音。但是我宁可投废票”

后来,我看到行动党的竞选宣言,其中一个是关于他们准备提供40亿(还是多少,忘记了)援助金给月入3千的个人,月入6千的家庭。当时我吓到了,我说行动党怎么可以乱承诺。后来朋友对我解释有关于Tony Puah对于汽油津贴的看法,我听了觉得说得很对。可是,行动党却没有告诉大家这笔钱所以给得出来,是因为准备废除汽油津贴。是担心人民反弹吗?那么和欺骗有什么两样?我没有办法接受。

到最后,我参加了WCI,成为主要成员之一。我听到了很多关于行动党如何的霸道的言论。

上个星期五,消息传出宝君可能不会在Batu Gajah上阵,看到当今大马的报导,我终于爆发。到了星期一,我的火已经到达顶点。我在我的Gmail写“stupid DAP, you don’t deserve my vote. Make sure you don’t come to PJS”。我当然知道他们不会在我投票的区上阵,因此我很凶。

一位认识我的行动党员工,告诉我“Hi there, I know you are very angry.And it is pointless to argue with you. Just want to let you know that, among all the problems you saw from the surface, there are also problems lying with the personal attitude and problems”。

真的吗?什么是个人态度问题?因为她不够乖?因为她不是领队的人?因为她不听话。我才不管你们的问题,重要的是人民爱她、人民敬她、人民要她。你们这些人听不到吗?

不要告诉我“因为她,行动党现在很惨”所有的一切,是领导没有及时解决问题导致,是因为领导的功力问题。不要以为我们是白痴,不要将他怪罪媒体、刻版影响(问问自己,这些影响是如何造成的)。

对我们需要很多反对的声音,可是不代表反对党错了,我们还是将眼睛闭上,耳朵关上。如果各反对党的领导以为,因为我们更恨国阵,因此你们就可以不理选民的感受,那么你们最后即使胜利,我们会记得,今天你们做了什么事情。

同样的事情,一再发生,除非你可以说清楚,那些最后必须离开的朋友,请你们告诉我,到底他们每一个的态度哪里出现了问题,你们能够给合理的解释,我就听听看。我担心,你们给不到,你们只会一直告诉我,我们的敌人不是反对党。

告诉你,我的敌人永远不是反对党,可是不代表我不能够生气,因为心中的疑问 失望已经很久了。我还是希望反对党可以获得更大的胜利,虽然要我投行动党一票,真的有点难,幸好他不会来我的区。

我希望,你们想一想,一个从1990年就支持你们的我,为什么会这么失望。你们请好好想一想,你们的领导真的一点问题都没有?

我爱行动党,所以我很痛。你们到底懂不懂??

一篇读者在当今大马的文章
http://www.malaysiakini.com/letters/78329

Read Susan Loone’s
http://sloone.wordpress.com/2008/02/19/dap-be-sporting-lahlet-the-women-contest/#comment-39572


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Author: wei

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5 thoughts on “>轉載——我对行动党很失望

  1. >Towards certain extent, I agree with this article. But we still need to consider a bigger picture.Yes, DAP has it own defects, it’s system need to be improved, but for this moment, deny the BN 2/3 parliamentary majority is a more important thing to do.Let’s kill the biggest monster king, then we handle the small one. Malaysia need to change, we cant stop because we are dissapointed.

  2. >Look at the bigger picture and the ultimate objective, and dont forget that DAP has been on the losing side due to unfair election so you cant blame them for not able to provide ‘incentive’ to keep the talents,

  3. >虽然行动党如此,但,还是支持了他!为了达到我国健康政治的环境!(否决国阵2/3多数议席)我们必须这样做。。。我也写了一些大选课题的东西,欢迎分享!((2008 大选须知))

  4. >List of racial discriminations in Malaysia, practiced by government as well as government agencies. This list is an open secret. Best verified by government itself because it got the statistics. This list is not in the order of importance, that means the first one on the list is not the most important and the last one on the list does not mean least important.This list is a common knowledge to a lot of Malaysians, especially those non-malays (Chinese, Ibans, Kadazans, Orang Asli, Tamils, etc) who were being racially discriminated. Figures in this list are estimates only and please take it as a guide only. Government of Malaysia has the most correct figures. Is government of Malaysia too ashamed to publish their racist acts by publishing racial statistics?This list cover a period of about 50 years since independence (1957).List of racial discriminations (Malaysia):(1) Out of all the 5 major banks, only one bank is multi-racial, the rest are controlled by malays(2) 99% of Petronas directors are malays(3) 3% of Petronas employees are Chinese(4) 99% of 2000 Petronas gasoline stations are owned by malays(5) 100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be bumis status(6) 0% of non-malay staffs is legally required in malay companies. But there must be 30% malay staffs in Chinese companies(7) 5% of all new intake for government army, nurses, polices, is non-malays(8) 2% is the present Chinese staff in Royal Malaysian Air Force (RMAF), drop from 40% in 1960(9) 2% is the percentage of non-malay government servants in Putrajaya. But malays make up 98%(10) 7% is the percentage of Chinese government servants in the whole government (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960(11) 95% of government contracts are given to malays(12) 100% all business licensees are controlled by malay government e.g. Approved Permits, Taxi Permits, etc(13) 80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah had to be sold to malay controlled Bernas in 1980s. Otherwise, life is make difficult for Chinese rice millers(14) 100 big companies set up, managed and owned by Chinese Malaysians were taken over by government, and later managed by malays since 1970s e.g. MISC, UMBC, UTC, etc(15) At least 10 Chinese owned bus companies (throughout Malaysia, throughout 40 years) had to be sold to MARA or other malay transport companies due to rejection by malay authority to Chinese application for bus routes and rejection for their application for new buses(16) 2 Chinese taxi drivers were barred from driving in Johor Larkin bus station. There are about 30 taxi drivers and 3 are Chinese in October 2004. Spoiling taxi club properties was the reason given(17) 0 non-malays are allowed to get shop lots in the new Muar bus station (November 2004)(18) 8000 billion ringgit is the total amount the government channeled to malay pockets through ASB, ASN, MARA, privatisation of government agencies, Tabung Haji etc, through NEP over 34 years period(19) 48 Chinese primary schools closed down since 1968 – 2000(20) 144 Indian primary schools closed down since 1968 – 2000 (21) 2637 malay primary schools built since 1968 – 2000(22) 2.5% is government budget for Chinese primary schools. Indian schools got only 1%, malay schools got 96.5%(23) While a Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get school-text-book-loan, a malay parent with RM2000 salary is eligible(24) 10 all public universities vice chancellors are malays(25) 5% – the government universities lecturers of non-malay origins had been reduced from about 70% in 1965 to only 5% in 2004(26) Only 5% is given to non-malays for government scholarships over 40 years(27) 0 Chinese or Indians were sent to Japan and Korea under “Look East Policy”(28) 128 STPM Chinese top students could not get into the course that they aspired e.g. Medicine (in 2004)(29) 10% place for non-bumi students for MARA science schools beginning from year 2003, but only 7% are filled. Before that it was 100% malays(30) 50 cases whereby Chinese and Indian Malaysians, are beaten up in the National Service program in 2003(31) 25% is Malaysian Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% in 1957(32) 7% is the present Malaysian Indians population (2004), a drop from 12% in 1957(33) 2 million Chinese Malaysians had emigrated to overseas since 40 years ago(34) 0.5 million Indian Malaysians had emigrated to overseas (35) 3 million Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became Malaysian citizens with bumis status(36) 600000 are the Chinese and Indian Malaysians with red IC and were rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60% of them had already passed away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenship compare with the Chinese and Indians(37) 5% – 15% discount for a malay to buy a house, regardless whether the malay is poor or rich(38) 2% is what Chinese new villages get compare with 98% of what malay villages got for rural development budget(39) 50 road names (at least) had been changed from Chinese names to other names(40) 1 Dewan Gan Boon Leong (in Malacca) was altered to other name (e.g. Dewan Serbaguna or sort) when it was being officially used for a few days. Government try to shun Chinese names. This racism happened in around year 2000 or sort(41) 0 churches/temples were built for each housing estate. But every housing estate got at least one mosque/surau built(42) 3000 mosques/surau were built in all housing estates throughout Malaysia since 1970. No churches, no temples are required to be built in housing estates(43) 1 Catholic church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be constructed. But told by malay authority that it must look like a factory and not look like a church. Still not yet approved in 2004(44) 1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002)(45) 0 of the government TV stations (RTM1, RTM2, TV3) are directors of non-malay origins(46) 30 government produced TV dramas and films always showed that the bad guys had Chinese face, and the good guys had malay face. You can check it out since 1970s. Recent years, this tendency becomes less(47) 10 times, at least, malays (especially Umno) had threatened to massacre the Chinese Malaysians using May 13 since 1969(48) 20 constituencies won by DAP would not get funds from the government to develop. Or these Chinese majority constituencies would be the last to be developed(49) 100 constituencies (parliaments and states) had been racistly re-delineated so Chinese voters were diluted that Chinese candidates, particularly DAP candidates lost in election since 1970s(50) Only 3 out of 12 human rights items are ratified by Malaysia government since 1960(51) 0 – elimination of all forms of racial discrimination (UN Human Rights) is not ratified by Malaysia government since 1960s(52) 20 reported cases whereby malay ambulance attendances treated Chinese patients inhumanely, and malay government hospital staffs purposely delay attending to Chinese patients in 2003. Unreported cases may be 200(53) 50 cases each year whereby Chinese, especially Chinese youths being beaten up by malay youths in public places. We may check at police reports provided the police took the report, otherwise there will be no record(54) 20 cases every year whereby Chinese drivers who accidentally knocked down malays were seriously assaulted or killed by malays(55) 12% is what ASB/ASN got per annum while banks fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annumThere are hundreds more racial discriminations in Malaysia to add to this list of “colossal” racism. It is hope that the victims of racism will write in to expose racism. Malaysia government should publish statistics showing how much malays had benefited from the “special rights” of malays and at the same time tell the statistics of how much other minority races are being discriminated. Hence, the responsibility lies in the Malaysia government itself to publish unadulterated statistics of racial discrimination. If the Malaysia government hides the statistics above, then there must be some evil doings, immoral doings, shameful doings and sinful doings, like the Nazi, going on onto the non-malays of Malaysia.Civilized nation, unlike evil Nazi, must publish statistics to show its treatment on its minority races. This is what Malaysia must publish……….We are asking for the publication of the statistics showing how “implementation of special rights of malays” had inflicted colossal racial discrimination onto non-malays.

  5. >i read that wei1378 blog already, nice article, but we still need to vote for DAP to deny the 2/3 partiamentary majority from liqi

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