>Now is 21:40, and I’m still in the office fight with the Adobe Illustrator for my lovely 8 days holidays. I’m tired and my stomach still felt uncomfortable with the dinner.
I’m felt so blur after a month fight with the Adobe Illustrator. My brain can’t turn as normally, and I’m always felt dizziness after work. Sometimes I’m wonder is that what I’m really want to learn about? Or I’m just want to repay all the kindness and love had they gave me? I’m not really like the works had them gave me but I’m not hate bout it. I’m just felt anxiety bout the works I can’t finish in the time or as soon as possible.
Longer didn’t go back to school, I’m confused what is my dream and where is it too! I’m not sure is that I’m still move forward or back to origin? Many confused didn’t loss after I’m grow up and produce more confused. Why like this? I’m always ask the Buddha what can I’m do to settle those confused and problems but Buddha didn’t gave me any clue bout that. How can I’m happy with all these confused?
I’m not unhappy, just about with all those confused. I’m try to make myself more happier even I’m think that is difficult.
Haiz….stop at here. I’m still need continue fight with that such idiot Adobe Illustrator. The turtle A.I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Slow motion until I’m felt want to smashed the pc!!!!!!!